another boring post in this boring blog.

just started playing tetris battle on facebook. >.< perfect for relieving stress and venting anger at random people by sending them lines muahahahahaha. maybe i'll get addicted to facebook games again lolol. but seriously, tetris battle is really quite fun. (:

back to my boring life because i can't play facebook games that often and i have a whole lot of stuff to do.

i'm trying to do the right thing, though i know i do not enjoy it at all. not that it will make a difference to anyone anyway, but i still have to do the right thing, to be able to sleep without guilt at night.

it is so unpleasant that i want to give up and just say rude words at the person who put me through all these without even thinking. i just can't stand how stupid the whole situation is. and the stupid reasons that make me suffer.

stupid stupid stupid

then again i'm probably not that much smarter. but why do people care so much about aspects of MY life which doesn't even affect anyone else but myself.

and that is just YOUR opinion, which may or may not be true, and the truth is that there is no right and wrong in some stuff, and there is definitely no PROOF, even if some stupid self-proclaimed expert says it is. even THAT is his opinion, which may or may not be true. so stop insisting in your way to do things. it may not be the best, and it certainly does not work on me.

you may say that i'm just being some kind of egocentric idiot who thinks that normal rules don't apply to me. doesn't mean my opinions are different from the conventional means they are wrong.

as usual, temptations to use rude words. i will refrain.

ascend to my level, for i will not descend to yours.

and age doesn't mean anything, though most of the time it does. so it says a lot about some people who are old but still not wise. therefore, time is always on the side of the younger, sorry for this bit of bad news.

shall vent in tetris battle.

sian, a potentially productive day is consumed by a surge of angry thoughts. need to learn more self-control, though i guess this is already a big improvement from me trashing things around. i take it to myself instead of showing it (ok maybe it might not be that much of an improvement)

it's enough that there is no support given when i so sorely need it. it is hard enough that i am facing everything alone and trying to overcome all the challenges. adding more burden because of stupid whims is just too much.

stop making yourself, and the people around you, so miserable.

luckily i have found my refuge on a rock and not on sand. i know i will stay unshaken.