finished watching 溏心风暴之家好月圆. just feel bit sad that it is over. of course the ending is overly optimistic of the whole situation, but i guess an ending has to be happy (but at least not overly depressing) though i find it unlikely. but it wasn't a bad ending, though i just felt that bit of pity for the bad guy, being exposed by the person she never thought would turn against her, though it is ultimately for her own good. and of course, she repents eventually.

makes me want to think that the world hasn't gone that bad yet. everyone has a good side in their hearts, though i don't know how dominant that good side is.

amongst all the evilness, scheming and backstabbing, what i see is the innocence and kindheartedness of those who emerge out of all the dirt and mud. 出淤泥而不染. not many people are able to do that. unlike what i see everywhere else. for the a levels, for ensuring that students score well for the a levels, to get a headstart in life, to just gain a small advantage over others, one can cheat, lie, manipulate others, hurt other people's feelings, do all sorts of stuff that are against one's integrity, morals.

i'm talking about anyone in particular, more of just very disappointed about the general state of the values of people.

i guess i'm just being overly sensitive when i see people do things that are not right to me. i dare not say i set very high moral standards for myself, but sometimes the way people act is just out of the radius of acceptable.


certain things of the recent past came back, and it brought back memories. memories that i desperately want to forget. maybe i shouldn't be listening to certain genres of music.

acutely aware of how emotional i am.

ending off. finally the end of a stressful week. can wind down and relax a bit before starting work again!!